After five years, a side note:
I told you today that the best way for me to explain whatever it is we have is to say that you make me want to write about you. The best way for me to explain was to tell you that. For your sake, I didn’t say that usually I write to you. Usually I write what could be unsent letters, as if everything I want to tell you in person cannot be said out loud. I will probably continue like that and never make you face my true thoughts. I want to laugh with you, and be as we are.
I love you and always will. And I will always write to you, laugh with you.