The clenching feeling in the chest—
like the uncontrollable loss of reason, knowledge, history when on the brink of a great fall,
like the absolutely intolerable nausea crawling underneath a realization of a mistake,
like the immensity of being caught underneath a rolling wave, the entire body twisting every which way,
that entire unbelievable feeling condensed, contained in a muscle the size of your fist.
